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6126 days

 It’s the future. I’m happier than I thought was possible. I’m in love: with myself with life with a person  with this future. I forgot these writings existed, they’re filled with grief and anguish. I’m not the same person who wrote them. I’m new. She wrote from sadness, I write from joy. Since the last post, I’ve moved on to the best chapter of my life yet. I’ve made friends and memories. I needed to leave everything behind and that’s what I did. I’m now thriving.

5764 days

 yesterday was the end i don’t know if im ready to move on but time doesn’t stop  so i have to face the future

5744 days

its been a couple days but he deserved the win what you did was not fair atleast other people see it too

5734 days

im tired  but theres under a month until im free again this chapter ends this chapter which is all i know but its okay im ready for the future

5727 days

i’ve always put the blame on everyone else but if it always happens to me not them im the true problem

5726 days

healing is hard every bit of me wants to go back to how it was but i need to just keep going  i need to move past what i had and focus on what i have i put too much pressure on myself i need to be okay with average because i can’t always be special thats just a fact

5711 days

There’s always so much ice in my drinks, its just there to hide how empty it is. You also have a lot of ice.