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5700 days

I want to speak to you I want to hear your voice reply  I want to our thoughts to connect as words spill out I want to feels like someone hears me I want to feel like someone understands

5699 days

 Lie. You lie, i lie, we lie together. We always hear what we want, and not what is true. Then we tell it forwards as fact, even when it hurts.

5698 days

 Im reminded everyday of my beauty of my feelings of my defenceless self who tried to grasp onto the positives but someone covered them in oil they slipped away everytime until i learned to use my nails Im waiting for the world to be saved. But first i want to see it destroyed. So we can all see that we’re greedy. So we can all see how we would destroy our home, just to be the best.

5697 days

Honk, crash Life isn’t guaranteed  Swish, bang I should know that by now “Call an ambulance” Yet still it feels, like im invincible 

5696 days

Arguments i hate you, me, her, him i hate feeling helpless Lust makes you blind atleast with colours you mix up red and green  thats what i’ve noticed I am glad to have you I am glad to have your empathy  I am glad to have your protection I am glad you care I am glad to be your daughter

5695 days

Snow flies as i turn High speed, high risk, high reward. I feel like the wind. I feel free. In my chair, settling down. You call my feelings to run away from my grasp. Do you want to hurt me more? Why must you stay silent? Are you protecting me? Or too guilty to speak up? I don’t want you to dissapear.