how long have i been alive

i’ve always put the blame on everyone else but if it always happens to me not them im the true problem

healing is hard every bit of me wants to go back to how it was but i need to just keep going  i need to move past what i had and focus on what i have i put too much pressure on myself i need to be okay with average because i can’t always be special thats just a fact

There’s always so much ice in my drinks, its just there to hide how empty it is. You also have a lot of ice.

we haven’t talked in years we both grew up but the conversation picked up right where we left off <3 GET OUT OF MY LIFE I can’t even walk my dog without seeing you. How are you everywhere i go? I’m scared of you. I don’t understand you. I don’t want you near me, yet i can’t get rid of you.

Confidence is key and if you’re good enough at acting, people can’t tell its fake.

Two weeks ago the bracelet broke, so did my trust. The universe showed me a clear sign, that I should prepare myself, but I wanted to believe you were a better person that that. I couldn't even begin to think about how you could hurt me. You are not the person I called my friend anymore, because otherwise you would've at least listened to me. But no, you had become someone so different, you didn't seem to care about a single word I said. You didn't seem to care about me.

dog you’re great just stop eating the poop

warmth its a necessity

spring has come my face bathes in the rays of sun i feel new

everything breaks everything you know and love will break including yourself

nothing happened today but that was the best thing that happened